Uncomfortable

I am going to see T tonight. My plan is to tell him that I cannot be more than a friend to him. I just can't go on acting like there is a "happily ever after" for us when his choices have removed that possibility. I also cannot live for today always knowing as I get more and more emotionally invested in him that I will eventually face a time when I will have to break it off.

I understand his choices. Though I disagree, they are his choices to make and I love him enough to respect them. He has never has long term relationship and has never really shared his life with someone. I wish I could explain to him the magic that happens when 2 people click. I have tried many times, but failed.

I am not really looking forward to this conversation, but I know we need to have it.

I'll let you know how it goes.