First I want to say thanks to everyone who has made comments on my posts lately. While I admit I have not followed much of the advice, I appreciate it nonetheless.
This morning I woke up alone (as usual) and headed downstairs to make some coffee. I have a small, one cup coffee maker that K got me for Christmas a couple of years ago. I made one cup and headed back upstairs to my room.
As I waited for the coffee to brew, I wondered what it would be like to have to make two cups each morning. Maybe I would need a larger coffee maker.
This is not the first time I have thought about this. In fact, I think about it a lot. I thought about it a lot with T and I were together. Lately it has been less. Since I have not been spending 2 or more days a week hanging out with T, I have been at K's house with the kids a lot more. (Yes, I know, that's probably not healthy for me either, but spending time with the kid is good.) I really only go to my house to sleep and shower. I leave for work early in the morning and then head to K's house after work. I stay there until the smaller kids go to bed. My daughter still likes it when I tuck her in.
This morning I found myself thinking about the possibilities with this new guy. I still have not met him and the conflicts I had a couple days ago are still there, but this morning I was thinking.
I am hopeful and careful at the same time. Maybe he will be the right guy for me and I won't have to have coffee by myself anymore. On the other hand, he might be totally crazy, which is why he is interested in a older, balding guy in the first place.
He will be back from his traveling in the middle of next week. Maybe I will get a chance to meet him soon.
Russian Blog Readership Soars
12 hours ago