I am finding that as I have less boo hooing to do, the less I have to write, or at least I do not write as often as I used to or would like to.
There are many time that I do not have tie to do any boo hooing. I have a lot going on. I have a good job that keeps me busy not only during the day, but many evenings too. (I bring work home) I have 4 kids and that is a lot of running around in itself. Two of those kids are playing baseball, of course on different teams). This is not to mention homework for all 4 of them during the week.
K has been working 2 or 3 nights a week so I have to deal with dinner and bed time on my own. I don't mind doing it, after all it is part of the parenthood gig, right?
I have reestablished contact with T. I called him early last week, and we talked for almost an hour. He noted that we spoke longer during that conversation than we usually talked when we were boyfriends. I had to admit he was right. He was not snotty about, and said he was not angry. I take him at his word. In any case, it was nice to talk to him, and I realized I had missed it. We do not talk every day, but as our new friendship develops, I suspect we will talk more often.
I am 10 days away from my departure to Internet City to meet Internet Guy. It seems both T and K think it will be nothing but a non stop sex fest. While I will admit that I am interested in ...um ... well ... you know, but that is not my primary reason for going. There are plenty of naked guys here, I do not need to fly half way around the world for a little action. I am taking this trip for really one reason. Do IG and I click. Will the spark that I hope is there really be there? I hope so. And I hope he things there is enough of a spark to make him think he wants to be with me.
He is looking for a sign from God. His faith is very important to him and he believes he is in tune to hear when God speaks to him. K calls it her gut. T calls it ESP. (I call it ESPN.) What ever they call it, I think it is rally the same thing. It is something outside themselves that is guiding them. I don't know if IG will hear what he is expecting, but I think I am more anxious about it than he is.
On another note, K and her new man (lets start calling him AJ) are making progress. They have finally articulated to each other that they are interested in each other. Again I am not going to go into the detail of her relationship with him in this blog except to say that they are each pleased with the slow progress they have made with each other. In the end, if AJ can help K feel less lonely, and a little happier, then I am all in favor of it. They got to spend some time together this weekend, and from the stories she told me, I think I will like him too. (No not that kind of liking you sicko.) He seems like a nice guy, who puts his daughter first, himself second. He and K seem to have a good time together. She seems happier, which makes me happier.
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