There are things that you know are just right. They seem natural. They fit you. You cannot imagine that you were ever any other way.
When I look back at the person I was pretending to be for so long and then I look at where I am today, I sometimes have a hard time seeing the man I once was. Not that I am really that different.
I was with T tonight. I went to his house and had dinner with his family. They all talked around me in a language I do not yet understand. T would tell me the topic of their conversation from time to time, but mostly I was there alone.
But I did not feel out of place. There was no place else I would rather have been but by his side. I was perfectly content.
When the meal was over, we went up stairs. He bought home several boxes of work from the office. I had bought my work computer with me too. I have a big presentation to give on Thursday that still needs work.
We sat on the floor in his loft and we each did our own work. Occasionally stopping to chat or kiss. I could tell I was exactly where I needed to be. I was with the person I needed to be with. Just being with him was enough. We were not even sitting close together, but I still felt close to him.
There are some things you just know are right. This was one of those things.
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