There are times that I feel like I am of two minds on some things. Earlier this week I wrote about how I have some concerns about my kids and K moving out of the house. On the other hand, there are times when I look around and I am asking myself, "Are you people still here?"
I know that may sound wrong, but I can't help it. I think as the date gets closer and closer, now less than 2 weeks away, I am thinking more and more about my new life.
On Monday I am going to join a gay bowling league. I am very much looking forward to that. In addition to bowling, which I enjoy, I hope I will be able to do some gay networking.
This week has been Pride week in Charlotte. (I'm not sure I have ever mentioned I live near Charlotte) This Saturday there is a Pride Festival. They do not have a parade here, they have a something like a festival on private property so as to reduce interference from protesters. Again, I think that I may find out about clubs, groups, or something that will help me
As time goes on, I am getting more and more comfortable with the idea that I will be alone in my house for a while. Of course I am not as bad off as I could be. K and the kids will be near by and my relationship with them is very good.
Of course, there is also T. I can't forget about him. His love has and will continue to sustain me. From reading the blogs, I know that I have something that other gay men want. I appreciate him very much.
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