Tonight I met T and his family for dinner. As usual, they were all nice to me and made be feel welcome, even thought I did not understand much of what they were saying. After dinner we went back to his house.
We settled on his couch. He did his paperwork and I forced him to watch "Deadliest Catch". I was sitting close to him absently rubbing his back (under his shirt). When he was finished with his work he sunk back into the couch. I moved over put my head on his chest. I closed my eyes. I could hear his heart beating. I could hear his breathing. He put his arms around me.
I started to tear up, but just a little. I had what I have always wanted. I had a man who really, truly loves me for me and I loved him too. In that instant, I was home. I was content. I was happy being absorbed in his warm embrace.
Yeah... I'm staying here.
4 comments:
Yeah, you're gay alright.
Good to hear. I think things will work out for the two of you, it will just take time.
Is there any possible way that T could rearrange his life a bit to accommodate you a tiny bit more? Any chance at all of living together sooner than later, if nothing else, on the weekends?
Jim is welcomed at my house any day. He doesn't have much free time either. He just likes to think way ahead. Right now, he still has a wife and four kids. He just wants to give me a hard time. :) I think instead of dwelling into his loneliness, Jim should chanel that energy into worshiping me...LOL
Beautiful post and emotions expressed. I hope that one day I will be as lucky.
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