Monday, June 27, 2011

Glad to be Home

Yesterday I spent most of the day on the road returning from vacation.  It was a good vacation that saw my daughter turn 7 in the Magic Kingdom.

All the way home I was thinking about how nice the family vacation was and how much I wished that T had been there.

When I finally got home, I was glad to be there.  There is something comforting about being in your own bed, among you're own stuff.  With all the familiar sounds, smells and feels.   I like being home.  I like hanging out at home and being there with my family.  But for me, there are is one thing missing.  T is not there with me so home for me is not yet home.

I was not able to see T tonight, but I will see him tomorrow.  I will be there with his family, but that is OK.  I will just be happy to see him.  To smell him.  To kiss him, even if it is a stolen kiss when no one is looking will, at least partly, fill a void in my heart.

Thursday I am looking to spend a lot more time with him.  He does not work on Thursday's but I think I might be developing a "virus" that could make me have to leave work early on Thursday so I can see him more.

At least for a few hours this week, I will be home.


Anonymous said...

welcome back,
many people missed you, specially T.
he's looking forward to seeing you eeerr I mean the gifts! Why would he want you without any sexy vibrating shiny new gift for his lonely nights while you are away?!! (wicked grin!)

T said...

I love you, Jim.