Friday, October 16, 2009

Break up in slow motion

So T and I are no longer boyfriends. The truth is that I have been running flat out that there is nothing left for me to give to him. He understands that we can not see each other as much as either of us would like, but I have a hard time finding the time (or motivation) to call him. I just don't have the energy. And it's not just him. Sometimes K and I sit at the same table, each with our own laptop, and we do not speak to each other. It's not that we are mad, we just don't have anything to say.

He was starting to feel resentful that I it was hard for me to find the time to even call. We will remain friends, but not more. I still love him very much, but I can't string him along any more. Who knows, one day when I situation with K is resolved and I am on my own, maybe T and I can try again.

1 comment:

manxxman said...

I find the statement "string him along" strange. Although you are the married one it seems to me that he's the one devoid of emotion. You are moving on.....and for whatever reason he never will.

I'm glad you guys will continue to be friends. You can always use a good should to cry on.....