One of the running, inside jokes that T and I have, is that I am not really gay at all. I am bi-curious.
Years ago when I was trolling AdultFriendFinder for men to hook up with (with K's permission) I usually listed myself as bisexual or bi-curious. What a joke. It was total bull shit, but at the time I believed it. I just could not get my head around me being gay.
One of the things that T talks about, and thinks is funny, is the guys online who have been curious for years, even decades. It's not really funny in a humorous way, but in a ironic sense.
While I agree there are some people who are truly bisexual, but I think many, of not most, of the people claiming to be bi are not. They are gay people who cannot admit to themselves the truth. But there is something about being bisexual that says that I can still live a normal life. I can still be like everyone else. But for many of us, it is just not true.
Looking back, my "bisexual" days were dark days. I am glad they are behind me.
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